i say, DITTO!

On Hiatus.

2009-10-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 24th Oct - was Mus 16th birthday.

When to Sentosa, Palawan beach to celebrate his birthday.

I when there with Nadiah, Faizal, Wai Kit, Erin&Black. At first, there was only 6 peeps.

We were very kecoh luhh, when we first arrive there. So, while waiting for the Birthday boy to come, we did all sorts of things; played sand, play with the sea water&we even do sun tanning.

HAH!

It was very gereeeeeeeeeek luhh, I tell you. Huhuu!

Waited for Birthday boy for 2-3 hours. Haiyoo! From 2pm we arrived there, he only came at 5pm++. But luckily he came there not empty handed. Phew! He brought a bottle of Chivas& a bottle of Absolut Vodka. &also, an extra can of Anchor. Wow! I drank 5 sips of Anchor&alr feeling tipsy along the way accompanying Erin to the toilet. Than, for a start, Mus opened the Absolut Vodka&I drank more than 10 sips. So tt's when I started to get drunk.

Still not satisfied, Mus opened the second bottle&tt was Chivas.

Like finally! He opened my favourite drink....

As for Chivas, I only drank 10-15 sips:( &from than on, I'm getting r.really drunk. But nvm, even though I drank only a few sips of Chivas, atleast I get to drink again after 4 months I actually last drank. Hahahaa!

Got drunk-> irritated everyone->go home.

But when I reached home on Saturday, Opiq&I got a v.very bad scolding for getting ourself drunk r.r.really badly.

In return, the both of us had to be grounded for 1 whole month SOLID.

FCUK MAN FCUK!

Jeesh... But its okayy - though...

Ohhyaa! On the 28th of October will be Danny D.'s 16th Birthday!

&I've bought for a Ripcurl wallet&also a T-shirt. Hope he likes it...

Okgo! Update soon!

On Hiatus.

2009-10-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

Left D. for A. But it all end-ed up, with A. leaving me over something/someone else.

My point is, I was being such a ttl fool &I have even made my own decisions without even thinking wisely.

I've just realise tt after braking up with A., the guy whom is really worth my heart was D.. It was a major big mistake for me to actually sort of "dump" D., just for a rotten ass guy. I know it is really too late for me to regret now for what I've done to D..

But I really wish tt I could be back with D. again.

Yahh, I know I'm like a slut. But no, I'm not a slut.

Even though D.&I have always been fighting over a certain issue&mostly evry issue tt we always fight about usually were my faults. D. would always give in. Unlike A.. &I know, not all guys will give in to their Girlf. even though they are not at fault.

On the day when I just broke up with A., D. called me just to check up on me just to make sure tt I'm all okayy. D. makes me laugh with his jokes even though we both know tt the jokes tt D. had came up with was superbly lame luhh.

Hahaaaaaaa!

Before we hung up, D. actually sang to me "never say never" by The Fray. It did surely made me cry, as he was actually reminding me of the past where we use-d to do things together.

HOW I WISH...

I will always keep you in my heart, even though we're not meant to be together. I'm really pleased tt I got to know you. Even though we know each other only for how many months&not years. I feel like we've known each other for years. Thanks for everything tt you've done for me. &also, thanks for changing me to atleast a better person than before.

I LOVE YOU!

On Hiatus.

2009-10-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

WOO-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I'm finally attach with Ditto Boyf. on 141009! Hahaaaaa! Didn't expect it to happen. But yeahh! It did. Huahuahuahuahua! ILOVEHIMSOOMUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anw now, I'm at Shiqin's house:D ohhyaa! &just now exam was FUCKING-ishly hard. I mean, its hard because I didn't study. Hah! How stupid-_-

Nvm, gonna update soon:)

Toodles, XOXO

On Hiatus.

2009-10-10T01:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a half annoying&at the same time, a great day for me.

The sec 3-s had a normal aced jalan raya. &Nadiah invited me along.

So yeahh! I followed:D

[I dont know what to say. Nvm...]

So, let me cut it short.

*Met Nadiah at CCK platform.

*Head down to Jurong East&then down again to Boon Lay Interchange.

* Meet with the rest at Boon Lay. Then took photo's with Bibik&the feminine(mind the error)

*Waited for Ira&Fad first at Boon Lay then we fleet of to Shahir's house. But before reaching to Shahir's hse, we've to wait for the f-ing ZYZY at Shahir's bus stop. So we waited for 10-15 minutes.

*Then we headed to the rest of the other houses. Sorry, there's so much to say. So i've to cut short some of what had happened yesterday.

&&!

*After 7pm, I became Aidil's Girlf.-> Tunang-> Wife-> Divorcee-> Patch up again as his Girlf.. Hahaa! Obviously, it was fake. We're just acting out as one v.v.very sweet couple. &Amir actually agreed U.U

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAAA!

But before we reached to our final destination, some frog actually spoiled our mood.

Fuck her tt much! But lucky, I have my scandal along. That was Aidil:D

Hahaa! Love him a lot XOXO

Just kidding. Then yesterday was my History paper&also it was my Maths paper 1.

I didn't finish the whole of section C of my History. While as for Maths, I didnt get to finish up 10 qns. The paper was so f-ing hard luhh! &I even brokedown for a couple of minutes. C'mon! It's my EOY&some more, I'm gg thru my Streaming year this year.

Fuck me man! Nvm, i swore tt for the next paper, I'll do well for it.

On Hiatus!

2009-10-08T04:48:00.000-07:00

Dang!

A. wants to meet me tmr...

Should I or should I not meet him???

I f-ingly don't want to meet him tmr, but Opiq wants me to.

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Should I? Ohh noooooooo!

Nadiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Please give me some advise...

&&tmr is my History&also my Maths Paper 1.

Ass! I've not even touch my history notes neither have I touch my History textbook.

Gosh!

How am I gg to pass my History, or even atleast get C6 for it if I don't even start revising?

Chill pill, Huda:)

I'm sure it won't be tt hard to score....

God bless!

On Hiatus.

2009-10-03T01:12:00.000-07:00

EOY is around the corner. It's time to buck up and mug hard!
So will be back once EOY is done. PLUS! After i fix my laptop (:
Goodluck people! :D

Btw, relink if you wish (:

Randomly for him

2009-07-31T09:21:00.000-07:00

You're still here in my heart and mind,
still making me laugh cause your stories live on.
I hold you in a thought and I can feel you.
I feel you and this gives me strength and courage.
The tears I have cried for you could flood the earth
and I know you have wiped each one away.
For you Brother, I promise you this,
I will go on with my life and make you proud. I will always hold you in my heart.
I promise you I will be missing you everyday till the end of time,
but this is not my end and I can't hold my head underwater....I need to breathe.
I need to love and miss you, but I also need to live because through me you wil live,
you will still laugh and love,
you will still sing and dance,
you will still hug and kiss.
You will forever be in our lives,
you will forever be a brother,
a son,
an uncle
and friend.
I am going to miss your shining face
I think of you and wonder why?
I might cry or smile,
but at the end of the day I am one day closer to you
Yes, I'll soon be with you again...

Today's Tales

2009-07-31T08:38:00.000-07:00

Today's school was as per normal. Ntg new really had happened just now.
After school, went PD with Hannah, PeiQi, Hakheem, Fateha&Natasyiah.
We ate cup noodles&drank bubble tea[like as per normal].
Then we suddenly came upon to this topic, where we started to insult every single teacher tt we could think off. I know it was soo bad of us to talk behind teacher's back. But then, all of us was in boredom lurh.
Though - it was quite funny lurh. Hahha! But quite lame at the same time.
&then suddenly, my bloody ex-Boyf. texted me, asking me to meet him
So, okayy. I agreed to him. I thought of being on good terms with him again. But we ended up fighting over such a small matter.
DANG! I was really FCUKed up by him. Superbly sunggh FCUKed up. But nvm. He's sooooooooooo the egoist typical type of guy.
I wonder why did I ever fall in love with him. I guess, love is blind. But... DANG! I felt like I'm a bloody fool. Just because I fell in love with a guy who only listen to his own ego.
He seems to be so special to me then. But now, i felt tt everything has vanished. With a click&then, 'pooft'evrything is now gone.
But nevermind Huda... Eu're a strong girl. I'm sure tt I could one day find a guy who is far off better than him.
&I hope, this wish of mine will actually come true one day.
God Blessed.

Today's Tales

2009-07-30T17:23:00.000-07:00

I'm sick. I'm really realy sick.
&I'm really lonely right now.
I missed hugging, kissing, holding yr warm hands&sitting next to euu.
Doing all this makes me feel warm&really comfortable whenever I'm around euu.
I missed talking, laughing, texting with euu.
I love seeing euu smile, as it brightens up my gloomy day.
Having to see euu go, actually hurt me really badly.
But it was my fault actually, to be saying YES when euu asked me for a break.
I didn't want this to happen to us, in our relationship.
I was depressed on what had actually happened towards A..
Yes! Yes, I love A.. But I love euu more. A.&I are what we called ourself BESTEST BEST FRIENDS.
It was all a misunderstanding hunns.
I still love euu&I'll forever will love euu.
Anw, thanks for the Pooh bear tt euu had given me.
It was soo sweet of euu. &I really love the Pooh bear tt euu gave me.
&also thanks for accompanying/sending me back home.
Thanks Baby!

I miss...

2009-07-30T01:55:00.000-07:00

I missed my brother's kisses....
From day one,
without knowing it,
I loved you with all my heart.
As I grew older I looked up to you and to no other.
Yes, we fought many of times but you supported,
and encouraged me in everything I did.
You were my best friend and my hero.
At night I miss the sound of your music,
I miss you climbing through the window when you were late.
I miss your comfort and the way you made me feel safe.
I miss our nonsense arguments and all our wrestling matches just to pass time.
I like to remember our times together good times and the bad.
I regret the times I yelled at you when you were only trying to help,
but you know I only did it because you did it to me.
I wanted to do everything you did,
because I wanted to JUST like you!
I miss your smile,
and I miss the way our room smelt of your cologne.
But most of all I miss your reassuring hugs and playful kisses.
I wish I could go back and tell you how I felt,
tell you that I really need you no matter what I said.
I kept your favorite sweater and wear it every time I miss you
like I did when I was little.
I will always love you no matter how long its been,
since the day your life came to an end.
I miss my big brother.

What Happened Today

2009-07-28T19:06:00.000-07:00

Okayy, today Kak Mell, Opiq&I didn't went to school.
As each of us has fever all of the sudden. &it is superbly true tt we have fever.
Yesterday after meeting ex Boyf. at Imm, I felt superbly fine. After hugging him&I gave him a kissed, I headed home.
All of a sudden, I felt weak. Really really weak. I was in the train heading home when suddenly my body felt weak, tired&at times feeling like passing out.
Lucky for me, Danny was there with me in the train, heading home as he stayed at Bishan. Then he realize tt my face was superbly pale. Really really f-ing pale. He said it was as pale as someone who is dead. &I was f-ing shocked when he said tt.At tt point of time, I wanted to collapse, with tears holding back in my eyes.
I was soso worried lurh I tell euu. Almost collapsiing in the train with no one who wants to give up their bloody seats to me, Danny hugged me.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh.... So sweet=.=
But I'm not gonna be in a relationship for now. I've got hell more other important things to be taking care of.
I told Danny tt I'm not ready to be in any relationship with anyone for now. &he actually understands me. THANK GOD!
Hahha! So now, Danny&I are friends.
WOOOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Post

2009-07-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

This is what i'll be doing when i'm rotting at home doing ntg.Gosh i missed him alot... But still, life has to go on. No matter by hook or crook.Sorry for not updating my blog anymore. No mood uhhs.Toodles!

My Brother

2009-07-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

Even though you left this world
I will never forget you
you were always there for me when i needed you to be by my side
I remember your smile, your touch and your personality
I cant believe you are not here anymore to sing me to bed, hug me when im cold, wipe my tears when there's no tissue, cheer me up when im down&give me a kiss when im hurt
I cant belive you will not be here for me when I graduate...
You were eager to see me finish school and see me as a profesional.
I will be the person you wanted me to be
I still remember the promise tt i've promised you
Im gg to fulfill tt promise because i dont want to let you down
How i wish i could hear yr laugh&see yr smile for the last time in my life
I know, it has been 4 years since you're gone. But I do still remember how you looked like.
&no matter what, you will forever remain as my brother, my frend, my dad&my everything

I love you Abang Hamizan!

Love Poems

2009-07-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

My nights are empty and lonely, my days are sad and blue since that awful day that I lost you.
I go to sleep remembering the life that we once knew.I knew I found an angel the day that I met you.My nights were filled with happiness and dreams of only you.My days were bright and sunny all because of you.
Now my days are dark and gloomy, my nights are full of pain, my tears fill my pillow it only knows my pain. People say I must go on, I bow my head and say I will, I place my hands upon my face so they wont see my tears because I know within my heart my ache will never heal.
I wonder why you left me so all alone and blue, I kept on telling you I couldn't make it without you.
I know the day will come when we will meet again, I'll be forever happy wrapped in your arms again. Today I wrote this poem from my heart to you, I hope you heard my words as they cried out to you.

What Happened Today

2009-07-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.Look in my eyes and you will find me, but look in my heart and you will find you.This is an interesting and thought provoking quote by the late Cavett Robert. It addresses 'neediness': "Most people are walking around, umbilical cord in hand, looking for a new place to plug it in."If you find yourself in love with a person who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.I swore to myself it wouldn't happen again. I vowed to myself that this was the end. The end of this longing, this yearning so strong... I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong.Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after.How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

What Happened Today

2009-07-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

Today isn't my best day of all.
I'm soo dread bored staying at home.
&I fought with Boyf. till we break up.
Haish... Bad day, bad day...

What Happened Today

2009-07-19T00:33:00.000-07:00

I've yet to go for my kuda kepang practise. I've not been attending the practise seen March holidays. Hahha! &now, Cik Inka called me to come down for practise this Saturday.Aimami! I feel awkward siaa to dance infront of ppl. Ohh shit!&I even forgot how the steps were choreograph.. Oh shit oh shit oh shit!I'm in deep deep trouble siaa. Nevermind. Keep it cool Huda.Hahha!

What Happened Today

2009-07-18T22:32:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling like crying right now, devastated, sad, hopeless, worried, scared&not being myself at all.Tomorrow is A.'s operation. &I'm really really scared.. I couldn't even get to hug him for the last time.. I really really hope tt he'll not leave me tmrw. He's someone really really special to me.&I really need him to be by my side always. I'd be a no one if he leaves me.My whole life will change if he were to leave me. &I don't want it to happen. I really don't want it to happen at all.How I wish I could hug him, hear him laugh,&see his smile for the last time.I wish I could hear him sing for me for the last time.How I wish soo much...Hope he'll survive the operation. URGH!Why am I feeling so weak? I'm really loosing myself really fast.*******Mr Smurf, euu promised me tt eu'll not leave me. So, please stick with yr words. I don't want to loose euu.Please don't leave me... Euu made me realize who I really am, eu've changed me.&I appreciated it muchmuch.Eu've been a great brother, friend, father, helper, adviser, singer, hug-er, joker, cooker,&also a great Mr. Smurf.Thanks for being there for me, when I needed euu. Thanks for being patience to me whenever I made euu feel irritated.Thanks for making me laugh, smile, angry&sad whenever I'm with euu. Thanks for letting me hug euu.Thanks for the kiss... Thanks foe everything Mr. Smurf!I LOVE EUU!Soo, please don't leave me, okayy?

What Happened Today

2009-07-18T04:52:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!Im down with fever, &recently my temerature was 38.0 degree.I hate it when I fall sick during the weekends as I cannot have fun with my friends.Im so fucked up v.v muchmuch! &Im yet to visit the doctor. My pantat berat uhh.HAHHA =.=******Bibik cooked for me a bowl of rice porrigde which she knows I don't like eating it.But it is mom's orders, so had to cooked it for me. I didn't even touch tt bowl cause to me, porrigde is a poisonous food.Hahha! Imagination wild seyh.In the afternoon, Myra called in asking me if whether Im free to accompany her go Town.Sadly, I told her tt I've hot H1N1, tt is totally soo not true!Then, cibai punye adek teased me saying I've got H1N1.[Fuck euu lhh Piq! I'm H1N1 free okayy! Dont asal boleh hembos aje taww.]******&&today is Boyf. 16th Birthday:DHappy Birthday Bie! Hope euu like the presents tt I gave euu.&I wished tt our relationship will last long okayy???I LOVE EUU DANNY ASHRIQ B. JAMIL!*kiss&hugs*

What Happened Today

2009-07-17T19:17:00.000-07:00

When the clock strike 12am today, 180709We wished Boyf. a happy sweet 16th birthday.Hahha! My family&I went to Danny's house before the clock strike 12 yesterday.I bought for Boyf. a new pair of Adidas soccer boot with a new shoe bag.I thought Boyf. will not like it. But actually he did.He gave me a hug&a kissed on the forehead.Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh...After the clock strike 12, we cut the cake, disribute it around&eat them up.YumYumYum... The cake are really yummy:DHahha.Shuts! I've run out what to say alr. Nvm, I'll update soon okayy?

What Happened Today

2009-07-15T05:55:00.000-07:00

Today, was superbly a great day.Hahha!First thing after school, as usual I waited for Nadiah, Shiqin&Noora at the red table.As I was heading towards the red table I saw Nadiah. Tot of escaping from her.But I can't. She actually saw me. Hahha. I tot I wanna run to the canteen. But Nadiah alr came running to me&gave me this really big hug.Omggggggggggggg! I feel like a "les" siaaLowls!After tt, we headed to Pearls Delight, along with Zamirah, Amir&Noora.We ate&chill there till around 4pm. After tt, Nadiah wanted to go to Imm as she wanted to browse thru stationaries at Popular. So, okayy.Nadiah, me&Shiqin went to IMM, while the rest headed for their heaven.After tt, we went to the playground area to camwhore.Hahha!End up, we were laughing our lungs out.***&you wanna know something?I smell like fish!But luckily, I bathe alr.Okayy luhh. Till here tt I could update. Wanna talk otp with Boyf:D

Web-Camming

2009-07-14T06:33:00.000-07:00

hahha!Credited to Boyf.:DWe webcam, &he took this picture of me.Hahha, muke belom mandi siot nihh!But then, lawa jugakHurhurr;D

again=.=

2009-07-13T23:52:00.000-07:00

Again, today Opiq&I didn't attend school:')Hahha! Jyeahh:'DMy lips were dry, my throat are soo itchy, I've been sneezing&coughing quite badly.OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!Don't tell me I've got H1N1 suddahh!If it's true tt I've got H1N1, I'm gonna blame my cousin for this!Ass tols'(Just now, I slept at around 4am cause I was online-ing with this guy from tagged:DHah!It seems like we're are quite close now.&then, I woke up at 2.23pm.

***

WOW!I've broke a world record! Yeyyyyyy!Gagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagaga!I've nvr wake up this late before ya'know.Kalau nak bangon lambat pon atleast tak sampai pkl 2pm or so.Like 1.30pm to me is alr quite late.OMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF:DHahha, perangai stop it siaa!:DD
**********
Baby just texted in, asking me how am I feeling right now.Awwwwwh...Boyf. has never been this concern to me at all siaa.But I'm happy now tt Boyf. is really concern about me.Anw, Boyf. will be coming over later on, with Aji. It's good tt Boyf. is coming over.As his hoodie was with me since we've finished watching the Ice Age 3.

***

4 more days accounting until Boyf.'s birthday.6 more days accounting until A.'s operation day.OMG!His day will be up soon:'(Swear to God tt I don't want him to leave me. I really want him to survive tt operation&still continue living in this world.JESUS!Please, I beg you! Don't take the second person whom I love soo much from me!Why must you do this to me?!Please Jesus!Don't take A. from me, like how you take F. from me.I beg you Jesus! Please, have mercy on me...I really really really love A.. I really do:'(Please have mercy on me... Please!Ohh Jesus Christ!!!!

Happy Day For Me

2009-07-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

Today was a great day. Plus a bad stomach cramps, sneezing&coughing day for me.Darn!
**
Today was a great day cause, mama treated me, Opiq, Boyf.&Aji go watch cinema at AMK Hub.We watched Ice Age 3&the smtg smtg[sorry, I can't remmber the title. Its quite long uhh. Hahha].Overall, it was a funny muvee yet sad.Hahha! The muvee is about friendship.All of the characters are really cute, like me:)Hahahahahahhahahahhha!&&I was frozen alive in tt f-ing cold cinema.Lucky there's Boyf. seating beside me:)As I was wearing tee&was shivering badly, Boyf. surrendered his hoodie to me.Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhh...&I was soo damn f-ing touched by him.But just relying on the hoodie itself, I'm still cold.Soo I hugged Boyf. really tight&when the muvee ends, I don't feel like letting him go.Hahha!Tt part, aji was jealous by the both of us.Gagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagaga!Aji told me&Boyf. tt he misses "her" soo much.Alalalalalalalaah...
*****
5 days encounting to Boyf.'s 16th Birthday:D7 days encounting to A.'s operation:'(

I miss...

2009-07-12T20:12:00.000-07:00

I miss eating Pastamania with Wan. Cause he will always treat me eat there:)

I miss his jokes, his laugh, his smile, his voice&i miss gg to NTUC with him:)

I Miss Kak Mel's Ex[the one above]. He's a wonderful Photographer ya'know

I really miss lepak-ing with Aakid at Town:'(He's funny:)

I miss this happening guys cause they make my day so happening[especially the one in white with black jeans]

I miss talking on the phone with him. He's funny&his voice is cute:)

I miss hugging him&I really need him right now

&I really really miss Boyf.:'(Baby, I really need you by my side right now.Cause I wanna hug you&never wanna let you go.I just wanna let you know, tt I will forever love you:)Muuuaaaaaaaaaahh!*hug***All the guys tt you've just seen are all my beloved bestie:)They made me laugh&I really miss being with them. Feels like sitting right beside them right now, hugging them&wishing tt this friendship of ours could last forever.

Random Confession For My Brother

2009-07-12T19:14:00.000-07:00

See the guy on the right?????

Aaaaaaah!!!He's my brother, Opiq[fyi]Hahha!He is such a catastrophe for me. Don't judge him by the looks - though.Cause he is not what you think he is. He may seems like a "nerdy" type of kid. But nope! He's cool&so the happening to be with:DEven though we fight frequently over such matters[its usual for those who have siblings] we will always be there for one another.Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhh:DBut then, let me include one thing about him.He's quite slow&blurblur at times.&I hate him whaen he becomes blurblur sotong&slow.Because it is like getting on my nerves siaa!**&today, we both didn't go school.I have this really really bad stomach cramps.Like omgomgomgomgomg![thanks Nadd. Cramp kaw dahh kat aku]Hahha! It hurts soo much luhh. &as for Opiq, idk why he's not gg to school.But I know, tomorrow he will give his teacher a v.v lame excuse.-.-I will always love my Opiq, brother even though he always "bully" me&we always fight.But he will always be there for me.

Crying Is What I Feel Like Doing

2009-07-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

Boyf. birthday is on the 18th of July.

And A.'s[as you see on the right] operation day is on the 20th July.

Omgomgomgomg!!! It's like how many weeks to the operation alr siaa.I'm really afraid on loosing him.He's been a wonderful guy for me.He's the guy tt I always look up for when I needed a guy to talk too. He understands me well. &he reminded me of my late brother.I don't wish to see him go.I love him soo much.He have been sacrifising alot for me.He have been taking care of me really really well after Kak Fi went abroad.A. treated me as his own "adeq"&I treated him like my own "brother "When he is bored, he'll call me&he'll sing for me either using the guitar or piano.I still remember, on the 26th June, I was at Abg Dan's jamming studio.A'. sang for me this song "EARLY MOURNING - ALESANA"I cried, and he actually wiped my tears with his hands&gave me one tight hug.&that is the opportunity for me to hugged him really really tight for maybe the last time.I couldn't accept the fact tt he'll gonna leave me.Who will I look up for when I'm down???I know I have Boyf. but Boyf. is always busy with soccer.Ommmmmmmmmggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!**Nunu ak doakan yang Aji akan survive the operation.Aji dahh janji nagn Nunu yang Aji tak akan tinggalkan Nunu.Please keep your words. Nunu tanak Aji tinggalkan Nunu.Kalau Aji tinggalkan Nunu, sape akan nyanyikan Nunu?

yeyy!

2009-07-12T06:09:00.000-07:00

I owe this girl[as you see in the photo on the right]quite alot.She has helped me alot.When I'm down, she's always there for me to cheer me up.Whenever I'm on bad terms with Boyf. she'll be the one tt I'll turn too&share with her what has had happened.She's the one who understans me best.Unlike my sister.Currently, she's with my beloved bestie, A.They will always fight over a small matter.&to me, it's quite cute:DThey'll usually fight about on who's hotter than who.Pathetic, I know.Hahha!

-.-

2009-07-11T13:11:00.000-07:00

Currently, I'm still awake.If not thanks to Amirul for calling me at 2.17am just now.He called me, just to complaint to me tt he couldn't sleep as he has been coughing really really badly for the past few days.But he told me tt he didn't cough normally.I mean, he coughed blood. Like omgomgomg!He made me superbly freaked out just now. &i even shouted at him, to not talk about it no more.Cause i was f-ingly freaked out.
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Suddenly, as I was talking on the phone.Up came my annoying sister. She doesn't know a simple rule on "please knock the door before entering". She asal boleh bukak my room door&then asked me to accompany her.Its like sungguh random of her to be asking me to accompany her.Pathetic!Yawn!Im sleepy. Update soon okay:D

i'm bored

2009-07-11T04:18:00.000-07:00

This sucks!I've been rott-ing in my "pecaceful" room for like the whole day, ever since I woke up just now.I didn't even step outside of my room. I know it's hard to believe.But trust me, it's true.Everyone, has gone out having fun, except for me.-Mama&ayah, went "dating"& will be home prolly around 9pm-Kak Mell went to Town with Abg Fiqqy, &friends&prolly, she'll be home after midnight, around 12.30am.-Opiq, went out with Amirul, Danny&their friends to Town. Prolly, he'll be home before midnight.

*****

While, here I am.In my room, sitting on the bed, with my lappy on my Spongebob, while tuning in to my favourite songs from my iTouch tt I got from my Aunt for my B'day:D/:(But lucky just now, around 3pm Daniel call-ed in.I cancel-ed the meeting as i was soo lazy to bathe.Gagagagagagagagagagagaga!Me&Daniel was talking crap.

Daniel: You, i punye adek gatal uhh.Me: Abeyy you nak i watpehh? Garok-kan? Eeeeeeeee! Bebuluuuuuuu!Daniel: You ckp org. Check check, pepek you pon bebuluuuuuuu!*then i laugh-ed*Me: Tak seyy! I got shave, okayy!Daniel: But still, pepek you will still bebulu peh! I know you're the type yang malas nak shave bulu punye.Me: Kepele otak you! I did shave my armpits punye bulu! But, kalau nak shave pepek tuwh. Depends uhh.*I laughed*Daniel: Dahh agak! Dasar pemalas!

**Hahha! I know it is soo stupid of us to talk about such things.But once in awhile if we're opened-minded is not wrong what?Gagagagagagagagagaga!Well, I'll update soon.This is all I can say for now.Gtg!I've to attempt a phone call from Dyanna:D

Hahha!

2009-07-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

Today, I woke up at 11.04am

Straight afer tt, I reach-ed out for my lappy laptop from my make-up desk cause I've to attempt the pathetic Home Base Learning thingy tt was conducted by my v.v pathetic school.

-.-

End up, I didn't attempt the HBL thingy. Because I was too busy onlining, go to my Tagged profile&updating my blog.

Hahha!

CONGRATULATION Emellia, for wasting your time on such homework.

-.-

Know what???

Till now, I didn't bathe.

Gagagagagagaga!

Frankly, I'll not bathe if it is on the weekends.

But!

Yes, of course. I will go&bathe myself if I've got any plans either on Saturday or Sunday.

Till then, you can smell my Body Shop shower gel&my hair will smell like a strawberry[i guess]

Recently, I dont have any plans at all.

&I hate to rot like an apple sitting at home, doing ntg. Except to only watch TV, online, eat, sleep&etc.

Arrrrgggggggggggghh! Boooooooooooring!

Kak Mel-gg out with the Boyf.[tt is what she always do every weekend. Gg out with her Boyf. 24/7]

Abg Dan-go jamming with his friends.

Opiq-gg out with Danny, Amirul&some other friends which I DON'T want to take note off.

No life betol.

GTG!

I wanna bathe, watch TV&then I'm gonna head down to meet Daniel[Danny's Brother, my Ex] at 2pm, Ang Mo Kio MRT station.

Turrah!

I really really love him. But since, I'm not the type tt he's looking for. I'm willing to accept it&move-d on with my life. In fact, I already move-d on with D.. At first, it was hard for me to move on&go&find some other guy to replace you. In the end, thanks for the help of my friends. I manage-d to move on. but not totally...

But then, there's always a space for you in my heart.

Even though, I've waited for you for like a year&everything has gone into waste. I don't really care. Cause you've change my life.

My Confession

2009-07-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

Recently, just came back from meeting Danny just now.

We were supposed to meet at 4pm at Jurong East Interchange.

&Danny told me to be there at 4pm sharp.

But end up, he came late. Haiyoo! I waited for him from 3.54pm till 4.17pm. Omggg!

S-T-U-P-I-D Boyf.! Hahha! But no matter what, I will always love him:D

After tt, we headed down to Yishun, NorthPoint to eat.

I've been craving for MacD. cheeseburger for weeks now.

&finally, Danny treat me there. As we're eating, there's this group of Minareps came to MacD. to eat.

Their fashion was such a disaster. But we hackcare loh!

I don't really mind about their style. But I really do mind when they are trying to flirt with my Boyf..

Like, excuse me!

I know my Boyf. is cute&hot. But, heyy! He's mine! So please go&mind your own business okayy?

Then, around 6.46pm. A. called in asking about N.

It seems like they are on bad terms again. Haiyaa! Sungguh sungguh sedih luhh.

A. is really really concern about N. But then, N. thinks negatively about A.

Because of tt, A. sang this song Unbelievable by Craig David using his guitar to me thru the phone.

Awwwwwwwwh...

Soo sweet, right? I know. Hahha...

But then, I wish they will stop fighting soon.

Post

2009-07-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

I miss chatting with this guy.I really miss hearing his lame jokes. hahha!haish...Amirul! Text or online with me soon okayy?!

My Confession

2009-07-09T04:26:00.000-07:00

Just got back from gym with Fiqaaah

It was fun

But at the same time, it was f-ing tiring.

&&my legs sre like begging me for mercy.

Hahha.

After work out, we headed down to KFC.

Gosh!

I know i know. It was soo stupid of us to eat KFC after our gym workout.

But I was like so f-ing hungry!

Hack!

Then, I met Danny under my blok.

As he was at my place earlier on with my adek[Opiq]

I hugg-ed&gave him a kiss on the cheek a I was f-ingly missing him soo much!

We "lepak" for awhile&then headed back up to my house.

Mama cook-ed Chilli Crab today.

Hahha!

Yumyum!

I Love My DannySmurf Tons Alot!

alamakkkkkk!

2009-07-08T03:07:00.000-07:00

FINALLY !

I'VE UPDATED ! YAY ! -.-

Currently at Shiqin's house.

Supposedly studying but it end up a slacking session.

Gagagagagagaga!

Mac is (INSERT WORD)!

&&me&Nadd farted at Shiqin's house....

OPPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :x

Credit to Nadiah.

For changing my blogskin.

Love Confession

2009-06-26T03:01:00.000-07:00

Im soo confused!!!OMGGGGGG!On Wednesday[if im not wrong], a guy from tagged confessed to me that he LOVES me.It's lyk, we're talking otp arnd 2++ in the morning when suddenly, he confessed to me saying, "Huda, I really LOVE you" heesh... I was soo speechless by then.Secondly, my ex, Danny confessed to me after his soccer match yesterday,250609 at 1.05am.Hahha!I was shocked then&even speehless&shy.But what i did was, i told him that i need time&i dont want to get into any relationship.&he understood.Suddenly, i felt this sense of guilt in me. Which idk why.But what i know, I've to move on.Forget about Shuib&continue with my life staying Single.Seroius shit, i still love him.But he doesn't want to pay back my love for him.So it's ok with me.Atleast i stil have Danny now by my side.&i'll pray really really hard that he'll not leave me again.Cause now, im really into him.Gosh!&&im really jealous with Nadd.Hahha!Amirul is MIIIIIINE!Hahahahha! Nvm.Last long with Amirul aite, Kak Nadiah.Gagagagagagagagaga!!!

Fun out!

2009-06-23T03:17:00.000-07:00

20th was a great day but as well as the most tiring day of my life.Hahahahahha!I waited for Nadiah at C.C.K.Then headed down to Jurong East, take 143&then we headed down to meet Chiqka B. at West Coast.After that, we headed down to HabourFront, bought our tix&board the Sentosa bus to Siloso.It took us like mostly 15-20mins trip from HabourFront to Sentosa.10mins after we'd arrived, first I did was to Camwhore.HAH!While I was taking both Nadd&Chiqka's photo, I also have the time to "cuci mate".Gagagagagaga!It was like sungguh pathetic luhh.As the party started at 5pm, we were all worned out.Cause we've been playing in the sea, run from one end to another&stuff.It was really freaking fun, of course.Then, me, baby& nini got ourself really drrunk.After we're drunk, we headed to the stage area&dance ourself like nobody business.As we were all dancing, I was half alive.&i think i saw my HOT ex, DannySmurf.Hahha!Didn't knew, we would actually bumped to each other.Blalalalalalblablabla......I got home late at 12am.Opiq got home at 12.35am with his bunch of friends,Suprisingly, Danny was Opiq's friend.We hang arnd&slept at 2am.gOSH!Im tired..........

Gerek Day !

2009-06-11T03:06:00.000-07:00

Jyeah !Monday was totally my greatest day of all luhhs .Huhuuuuuu !I got the chance to admire S.'s face for the whole afternoon . Hahha ! &i even got a chance of meeting Puteri Kuching's sister&get to be her friend[Bukan jakon . Tapi happy] . We're so called a Best Friend on that Monday as Noora has Shikin&Beelah . Nadd has Irah . &as for me , I guessed I'd to clique with Ayu . LOL . I got to know ... Ayu too , anti Puteri Kuching .Gagagagagagagagaga ! Okayy , I know its pathetic . But it is quite suprising for me to be hearing siblings really anti one another . Unlike me with Kak Mel , Opiq&Abg Fadd . Kite ok go aje . LOLOLOL !&yahh !People keep making me annoyed about this coming 20th beach party at Siloso .I know I've got the AYG event going on , on that day . But don't ever think that I will not be there for the fun .Heesh ! Of course I'm coming people !So !!!Dear:Fiqqy , Fiq , Aji , Abg Fie , Din , Meerah , Danny , Mr.Smurf , Zach , Yan , Naz&accompany ... Please stop pestering me about that party .Because , yes ! Yes , I'll be coming along with Kak Mel to the beach with my Bikini .For goodness sake !Urgh !!!!!I just can't wait to see the looks on you peoples face when I'm there .GAGAGAGAGAGAGUGUGUGUGUGUGU !My patience is running out !OOOOOOOOOOH 2OTH ! Just you watch out !Cause , here I come !Wooooohooooooooooooooo !

At Abang Fadd's jamming studio

2009-05-31T03:16:00.000-07:00

Im now at Abg Fadd's jamming studio ...

&it is soo damn fuckinly boring luhh .

Okok , it is not really that boring luhh .

Anyways , I can't wait to watch Aji&Smurf jamming , later on .

Aji is the vocalist , while Smurf is is the Lead Guitarist .

Today they'll be playing ;

- Holiday by Glasseater

-Goodnight Goodnight by Hot Hot Heat

- Know Your Enemy by Greenday

- All This Things I Hate by Bullets For My Valentine ...

&from all of the 4 songs above , my Most Top songs are Goodnight Goodnight&All This Things I Hate . They are songs which were once sung by this band called the Black Ductape . They are once a band whom is consist of Fahrwan , Elfie , Hidayat , Erwin&Syazwan .

But now , since the death of Fahrwan , everything all vanished .

But nevermind . For as long as we're still in contact with each other , I'm fine with whatever we have left now .

Oh shit ! I've got to go ....

Toodles

Totally crap !

2009-05-31T01:57:00.000-07:00

Baby ...How I wish you were here ... With me ...Ahha , LOL !Stop it siaa Nunu .Anws , I'm really am missing that someone .How I wish I could be with him every single seconds of the day ...)=Hmph ! Im really glad that schools in but then homeworks out . Cb !Why can't teachers let us be in peace , during this holiday ???By the way , thanks Abang Smurf for being there for me when I needed someone to talk to ...xPOh yahh ! Talking about Abang Smurf ... Semalam was damn kekek luhh .After I went back home from Changi beach with Opiq .Abang Smurf called in .We were talking about sex . LOL , but true ! Abang Smurf: Nunu . Tadi dkt Changi , Nunu nmpk tak a very looooong hotdog ???Me: Huh ?! Long hotdog ?! Wtf ... Em , nope I didn't . Ahha , why ?!Abang Smurf: Takdehh . Tadi , Smurf ternampak dkt satu tempat nih daerah toilet , ade pompan tengah isap hotgog yg looooooong sekali dkt dlm tent . Kiwak ! Dah pnjng takpehh ... Hitam pulak tuw . Hahahahahahaha !Me: Siak jerr Smurf . Heesh ... Smurf is a stalker !Abang Smurf: Bukan stalker luhh syg . Tapi dah Smurf nampak ngan mate kepale Smurf sendirik .; &we continue the talk till 2am . gosh !around 4am , we stopped chatting as I was soo damn fucking sleepy .Phew ! But then , it was soo gerek luhh chatting with him .PS , Nunu sayang banget dgn Abang Smurf !Woohoooooo !

I'm Tireeeeeeed ! Pfft !

2009-05-31T01:38:00.000-07:00

I'm soo damn fucking tired , omgggggg !I really really need to get some sleep , sumpah . Pfft ! Nvm .Anws , sorry if i hadn't updated my blog , ayy guys&girls .I've been fully occupied luhh nowadays . But even though , I've been occupied with school activities ...Overall , in ended up to be fun . Jyearh !Firtsly , I'm now a "Chairman" . Okok , I know it is hard for you to believe . But then , just accept the fact , kayy ? LOL ! Last Friday I was assigned to be an "Usherer" for this year lower secondary meet-the-parents session . I thought that the weork that I've been assigned to do would be boring . Eventually , it turned out to be great ! Woohoooo ! I met new friends , along the way .xP&it is worth for me as it could build up my characteristic . From 4-8pm , the job that i've did was greeting the parents good afternoon/good evening&also to laugh my day out .It was a coincidence for me to be working along with Akif . We both were laughing our hearts out till we got a scolding from Mr. Kang . Ahha ! But we didin't take in what he said seriously . Damn , that day was a great day ! Woohoooooooooo !

lol !

2009-05-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

Omgggggggggg , Pipe !

You are soo funny .

You think , I didn't saw what happened just now ?

Lol ! Naseb baek kaw tak tercium ituh computer table . Ehee ..

You look like a clown , you know .

Nyahahahahahaah ! Jkjk aje ...

But seriously , it was so damn fucking funny luhhs .

Cibai !

&&, Wani ... You're so irritating . Oh yahh ! I forgot to bring my control .

Damn , your voice is soo the high pitch !

I really fucking missing him luh seyy .

I just met him just now , at MacD .

Jyeeeeeeeaah !

He think that I didn't know that he was looking at me.

Damn it ! I was blushing badly siaa just now .

But nevermind , atleast I didn't make it too obvious.

Umm , or did I ??

Heee ....

Nvm luhhs ...

Broken Hearted

2009-05-13T21:15:00.000-07:00

Baby ....

I still love you ...

How could you do this to me ??

"I couldn't have fallen for you, at the first place ."

Heeshh ...

It has been 1 year since I've known you . &I dont remember you being like this .

What have I ever do wronged to you ? Am I that "Bitchy" ?

Heh ! I dont think soo .

But then , If I've ever done anything wronged towards you for the past 1year 4months , I apologised .

I soo damn FUCK-ing sorry .

Nunu tawu Nunu dah banyak menyusahkan Ayun .

But I didn't mean too .

If you think that what you're doing is right , then what I can say now is ,

"Goodluck with your new girl, ayy . Last long with her, aites baby .('="

What I know now is, I've to continue on with my BLOODY FUCK-ing life&try to forget you.

But I swear to god that I will not forget our past happy memories .

Damn it !

Fuuuuuuun banget !

2009-05-08T03:48:00.000-07:00

Jyeah !

Today aku happy bangeeet deh !

First , I thing I did my art pretty well done&I finished it on time despite of the time given, that was 1hour 30minutes . Even though the time limit given was not that long unlike the rest of my other papers, I eventually managed to get my art work done !

But for the rest of the paper , even though the time given was looooong . I didn't managed to get it done . And that really suck my a** !

Anyways , Im really happy though .

Heheee . xPP

Secondly...

After our art paper ... Me, Maii, Fiqaaaaah, Natasyiah, Nurin&Zulaiha were soo hungry, so we decided to head down to Jurong Point for our so call "lunch".

There , I ordered Beef Horfun with ice Ovaltine . Coincidentlly , I met my primary school , "Best Friend" Fazira .

She looked different&her voice too, sounded different .

We chatted for awhile, while waiting for Nurin to decide on what food, she wants to order .

Hmmm ... Seriously !

Fazira appeared to be really different, ever since she entered SOTA[School Of The Arts].

Nevermind her .

Everyone changes, right ?

Heh ! Then, after our food, Fiqaaaaah, me&Natasyiah disturbed Zulaiha about the prawn she was eating.

We told her that, the prawn was not cleaned&all of its wastage is still in the stomach of the prawn. And and, if she peeled the head of the prawn, she might be able to see its brain fluid .

Suddenly, her faced seemed to be disgusted .

Then, we exaggerate more .

We tolg her that, overnight she might transformed into a female prawn .

With the feelers popping out, with the eyes all black, her skin may turn orange&etc .

AHHA !

It was damn fucking fun luh, disturbing her . As she is the type yang a bit slow .

Heh ! And then, we met Atrisha&Sis . We chatted for awhile, when suddenly Atrisha's sis asked us if whether , we would like to watch muvee with them . As she wanted to treat all 4 of us for it .

Katekan jugak, kite nih budak Jurongville .

Bende dahh free, ape lagi !

We say yes for the treat luhs .

Heeeee ... Muke mcm tatawu malu kan ???

But, the fact !

Overall , the muvee was gereeeeeek !And both of the popcorns&drinks were free .xDD

But, me&Fiqaaaah couldn't stand the coldness in the cinema .

We really felt like urinating at the 3/4 part of the muvee .

And we feel like as if, the pee was at the tip of our a** .

Sumpah ! We could not stand it .

So, when the muvee ended, me&Fiqaaaah rushed off to the toilet despite of the person saying that the way out was the other side .

Sungguh kelakar luh !

Well, I really do enjoy my day today with my friends yang kaki gile .

Phew !

omgggggggg !

2009-05-07T00:23:00.000-07:00

Omggggggggggg .!

I hate Geography .!

I couldn't believe that I've studied hard for that RIDICULOUS subject for two days straight , but in the end , I end up not doing 3 questions for my MYE .

With a reason of , not reading the Instructions carefully .

Big fuck luh .!!

And and today , was my Maths Paper 1 .

Now , I want to lodge a complaint .!

Brrrrrrr .!

I couldn't believe Mrs Tan would do this us .

Her question on the simultaneous question was superb merepek , sial !

And her question on about the Graph method pon 2 kali 5 merepek jugak .

Haishk ...

I really miss Mr Nazra aloooooooot !

First thing , when he entered our class .

I would be the first to askED him for the toilet pass .

Hehee ..xP

Let me tell you why ...

I did that because , I wanted to escape from Mrs Neo with her damn irritating lectures . How I wish Mrs Neo hadn't be our Maths teacher as well as our Class Mentor .

Every single morning , she'd asked me to meet her just about the class cleanliness , their behaviour&blahblahblah ...

Oh yah !

Yesterday , we did not have any paper , so we're not supposed to be coming down to school .

But then , I was forced to come down to Jurong East because Zulaiha needed my help in Maths .

I wore simple , yesterday .

Just jeans , cotton on long sleeve&nike slipper .

But then , when I first saw Zulaiha at J.E bus interchange .

It was sungguh shocked ! Her dressing is the type yang orang nak pergi berkelah di tepi pantai . With her long blue skirt , white top and her squared shape shawl .

Eeeeeeeyuck ![I know I was rude . But the way she dressed was soo , OMGGGGGG ! I can't explain it .]

Nevermind .

When we arrived , first i saw was , Ismail&his friends .

I felt awkward walking pass them . Hehee ..xP

After that , I saw Mr Nazraaaaaaa !!!

Omggggg ! He was with the 2n3 kids . And then , i saw Fatin&gang .

And and , I also saw Nadia&her friends .

Instead of me hanging out with the 2n3's , I hanged out with Nadia all .

Seating with them , can make my stomach burst !

Ahha ! They're such a joker .. Especially , Nabeelah .

She's soo straight-forward kind of girl . We smelt this kind of farting smell .

Shiqin suspect it was Nabeelah . So she asked Nabeelah , just to confirm . &for the first time , a girl admitted that she actually farted .

LOL ! I was suprised ! Hehee .. And fot the whole 15 mins or soo , me&Nadia laughed out loud till we got a scolding from a librarian .

Ooops ! Seve us right , ahha .

Well , got to go .

Promise to update soon , aye .

Toodles !

fuck it !

2009-04-13T00:06:00.000-07:00

I hate 110409 !

I can't believe on 6:34pm[if im not wrong .] , he confessed to me that he "LOVED" me so much when the truth now is , I already had a replacement to replace him in my heart .

Macam sial gituh kan ?!

Now , when I told Chiqka B. that I don't have any feelings for this guy .

She told me that this guy is "Head over heels , in Love" with me .

Oooooh ... My ... Gooooooooood !

Jesus Christ !

I'm sooooo confused .

Out of this 5 guys , I've got to make a upon a decision where I can only choose ONE boy out of the Fives .

I am really really confused right now .

God , please !

I really need your help !

Who should I know choose ??

Shuib , Isk , Is , Iqbal or Aneh ??

Damn , I'm going crazy !

Anyone ??? Please ???

I really need your advice right now .

Cause now , in my heart . I only have one guy that I really "LOVE"

He's my one&only Boyf.[Chiqka , I know you know , who's the guy .]

Tsk !

Oh yah !

Thanks Pipe&Renie for my belated B'day presents .

I looooove it soooo much !

Hmm ..... Got to go . I've got stupid things to attend now .

Promise to update soon .

Toodles !

Victory For Jurongville !

2009-04-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

Yeah !

Oh my god !!!

I can't believe our school has won TWO victories in TWO days .

I want to congratulate the 'B' Division for being the Champions against Hong Kah Secondary on Thursday-020409 .

Damn , I shouted like hell for them .

Okayy !

Not only me who shouted like hell , but also some of the netballers too shouted along with me .

Ahahah !

But overall , GEREEEEEK dok !

Andand , some more ...

I got to meet Shaiful Cine ! Weeeeeeeeeeeee !

Lol ![Nunu ! Stop it with Shaiful ok !]

And for the second victory that our school have gotten is;

all thanks for the 'C' Division netballers .

They've done SUPERBLY EXCELLENT for their last match , and i'm PROUD of them all .

Congrats Netballers !

And also , I want to congrats;

Lala , Renie , Pipe , Fatin , the Netballers captain-Wani for their hard work .

They've went thru all the hard obstacles together and now , all of their hard work had paid off with a victory that they want to achieve for a very long time .

Once again ...

Congrats to all 'C' Div netballers and 'B' Div soccer boys !

Nunu LOVE you guys loads !!!!

weeeee !

2009-04-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

Yeah !

Finally , I can play with my laptoppy .

Hurhurr ...

I've got loooooads of things to share

Firstly , it is about my bdae that falls on 220309 .

I'am soo sungguh super duper happy !

I can't believe that my friends sanggop countdown , my bdae .

Lol ![Nunu macam jakon gituh . hee .]

Especially , Feena Katek . HAHHA !

But then , I want to say thanks to ...

Feena Katek , Abang Dafii , Aban Hairi , Akyd , Baby , Ayun , Ayu , Ayie , Chiqka B. , Fafa Kenet , The Twins , Afifah Pipe , Fiqqy , Fiq , Hady , Opiq , Kak D.& loads more , for the bdae countdown and gave me all types of stupid stupid wishes tepat at 12am .

WOW !

[Sorry , Nunu tak dapat include name korang . But then , you guys should know who you guyys are .]

Oh oh ! I've got loooads of present taw .

Ahha ! Let me tell you what presents I've got .

I've got;

Nike air max , Nike Dunk , Nike Sport Shoe , Apple lappy , iTouch , Apple iPod , a neeew PSP , a new bag , camera D90[cool !]&etc .

Hmm ...

Secondly ...

There was this particular day , when I went out with ..

Opiq , The Twins , Fiqqy , Fiq&the gangs to this particular place .

On our way to that particular place ,

kite orang semue macam budak budak lost .

Heh !

Nak tawu kenape ??

It is because , this place was located somewhere really deep inside an alley .

And ini semua thanks to Opiq .

Hmm ..

Budak tuh yeye aje cakap dhe tawu the way .

Tapi check check ,

dhe jugak luh yang buat kite lost more than 1 hour .

Kepale Buts betol ituh anak !

Haishk .

Shuts ! I've got to go .

I'll promise to update soon .

XDD

fuck that boy !

2009-03-21T02:43:00.000-07:00

Fuck fuck fuck !

Sungguh suey sekali !

I didnt expect to MEET or even TAKE the SAME train as Danny yesterday .

It's been like 5 months when I last met him after our "break-up" .

We were taking the same line , but i took it from Ang Mo Kio , while he&his friend , took the same train at Chua Chu Kang .

Guess what ! Danny has changed alot&now , he is sungguh hot[DAMN !] .

Ok fine . I admit , it was totally my mistake for breaking up with him .

But still , I've a reason for all this . pfft !

anyways , back to my story or soo called "story" .

lol !

Actually ,

I didnt really recognise Danny at all as he approach to "tegoh" me .

When I look at him closely , I just remembered that he was actually , my ex-Boyf .

At first , I couldnt accept the fact , that he was Danny .

But when he called out my name , "Nunu . Ingat tak nih sape ?" , his voice appear to be familiar .

Then I told him , I think so .

So , Danny started to recalled back about the past .

From there , we started to chat for awhile .

And even have the time to exchange numbers .

He has totally changed alot .

It seems that , he has changed to be more good looking than before .

What a waste !

Fuck fuck fuck !

I've made a major big mistake in my life .

I knew , that i've shouldn't break with him . But then , let bygones be bygones .

Pfft !

the most PRETTY friend dhat i really2 ENVY with

2009-02-27T00:39:00.000-08:00

; i have dhis particular friend of mine , who has been my classmate for 2 years ..

She is one of my friend , dhat i ENVY the most .

She is sunguh HOT , CANTIK , SWEET&etc ..

Where ever we go . Confirm ! lelaki mntak number dhe dulu .

Aku sungguh benci dengan dhe !

But , nevermind .. She will always be my FRIEND .. Or or , kinda of , kite macam sister .

&& ..

Sometimes , some peeps , fike kite twins .

Muke jaoh beze seyy ! Okok , but maybe compare with our skins .

BUT !!

Im not really as white as she is .

Somemore , people sometimes think dhat dhis girl is my adek .

Padahal padahal ...

Aku pendek , dhe tinggi .

BASKET !

She is 159cm tall , while i am 157cm tall .

2CM DIFFERNCE LUHH OIYT !

ISH ISH ISH ISH ISH ISH !!

Sad sungguh !

; another story ..

I like dhis guy , from Yuhua Secondary . &he is in sec 4 n(a) dhis year .

But dhen , dhis boy has a cousin relationship with the girl dhat i was talking about just now .

[no wonder abang sedare hot .. Adek sedare pon hot ..]

Dhis boy , is soo the chinese looking which i think i admire him .

But i dont admire him , because of looks .

He is friendly like his cousin , understanding but NOT like his cousin .

One day ,

i got to know dhat one of my classmate , which is my friend .

Has a HUUUUUUGE CRUSH on him .

My heart was crushed . But nevermind .

I still have "ultraman" .

lol .

haiiyah !

for goodness sake !

2009-02-15T22:18:00.000-08:00

; HATE SCHOOL , HATE MY CLASSMATES[except for some] , HATE TEACHERS , arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh ! Easy for me to say right ,IHATEEVERYONE !Each&everyone , satusatu , perangai YP .Macam CB bukan ???Ok , forget it .Haiyyah .. Butbut , especially , for dhis particular girl .Sungguh teramat merepek sekali !Sungguh ! What a trendy-wenker .. What right , should i deserve , till she has the guts , to "SNATCH" , my boyf , away from me ?? She's just an OOOOOOOOOLD rag . C'mon ,dhere is whooole lot more handsome2 boy outside .Right ??Having fats , black skin&all , dont make youu pretty .[FOR GOODNESS SAKE !]Do "REFLECT" , yourself , at the mirror . I'm sure , dhere will be a crack . It hurts ! First , youu tried to grab Rawi from Ikhaa , 2nd , youu tried to grab Hanif from Sumirah , 3rd , youu tried to grab Afiq from Nurin . && , now , you trying to grab my "chairman" ??Geeeeeeeee ! Terrible sungguh ! Whyy cant youu change , after all , we've did to youu ??Youu expect me , to befriend with youu , but , youu , yourself , doesnt want to change .kykyKYDO_onthego

love on 140209

2009-02-15T22:02:00.000-08:00

; he was my first love .I'd never ever feel any kind of feelings , like dhis ever before towards any boy dhat i met before .He was the so called the , "ONE" , dhat i've been looking for , for all dhis while .Without any reasons for dhis , i just seem to can't forget him .What matters most , is the heart . Even though , he's irritating ..but at the same time , he is sooooo SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEET ![ok , yuck !]gosh gosh gosh&oh gooooooooooosh !hope he doesnt know the truth yet ..[yikes !]kykyKYDO_onthego

hate him !

2009-02-09T23:07:00.000-08:00

HATE ME OR LOVE ME , is your own possession .I DONT MIND BEING PLAYED BY THE HEART !cause its WORTHLESS , to be HURT by an ASSHOLE like YOUU !once a LIAR , will always be a LIAR .hatred for youu was once in me , but the point of dhis is ,its just the heart dhat matters .."IF YOU'RE A DUMBASS , ACT AS ONE !"

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2009-02-09T22:37:00.000-08:00

Having a friend dhat is a boyfriend snatcher hurts . she's just the girl , who only knows how to flirt&snatch someone's else "PROPERTY" . Having to tell the truth , no ever liked her .. no offence , but the fact . Like having to say , "ONCE A SNATCHER , ALWAYS A SNATCHER" ..By :kydo 100209